venting is never appropriate, but needs to be done.

taken from my msn convo with jamie... i took out her parts though... lol.

my friend called me crying today when i was at work. and i was like really, i dont need your issues on top of mine. cause its always really stupid shit.
i mean like. all my friends have always come to me, and normally it doesn't bother me.
but she was like
i'm so stressed
and i was like YOU are?!
like my friends that complain about dumb shit. k & b mostly. please, come live my life for a day
i go to work for 8 hours. i come home and my dads laying on the couch either barely awake or passed out with his oxygen tube on
my mom randomly starts to cry all the time
and i can't tell people this because its fucking depressing
the doctor yesterday gave my dad a year. the one today was more positive, but still... a year?
like. time is already going by so fast
and then you tell me that i'm going to lose the strongest person in my life for 20 years
and i can't cry about it in front of anyone. cause i dont want my dad to feel bad. and my mom needs me to be strong for her
i tend to get angry rather than cry. like i really want to throw a fit. and rip shit and throw it and break stuff

and that was basically my convo. sorry for the lame depressing blog. but this shit is getting pressing.